Results out

results are finally out...and finally, after 16 years of education, i graduated, with a honors of 2nd upper, which although some of friends said that it was expected from me, i never thought of it until it was confirmed and shown in front of me after that click...and that click will be one of the last few clicks that i will make on a NTU website...and also it truly starts the next and toughest phase of my life...

Looking at the grades, i suddenly had a lot of thoughts. i thought back til the days when i stepped into NTU, the start of my tertiary education, and living in hall and joining JCRC, that signalled the start of my vibrant and unforgettable hall life. i was telling yongxiang the feelings, thoughts and experiences that i had since the first day i was entrusted with the JCRC's duties although i didn really tell him in great details. it started with one question that he asked me why he was one of the choices to be recuited as a JCRC member, and above that as one of the top 4, when he knew we had really different personalities. and i thought of telling him what i really been through...and i suddenly thought some of those things that i had said might not have been through the 3 presidents whom i was undered, vincent, adrian and lastly robin's ears...i began to think that it is true that i tend to keep things to myself, and people around me dun really know me much, maybe it was becos of that incident in the past, that's why cant get a gf til now (side-tracking). but i really thought that those things shouldn have been said if they had been meant to be misunderstandings and troublesome thoughts to them. although i didn really know whether in actual fact will they affect them, but i chose to bear with all of them, to prevent making anything worse. but i hope the things i told yongxiang would have cleared some of the things that he had mistaken and questions about me in the past. i dunno how other people think, but i myself dun think i had done my jobs well as a audio visual secretary of the hall, let alone as the vice-president of the hall, because of those thoughts, and maybe that's why i dun really cause and have much influence either as a JCRC member or as a normal friend to people around me. therefore i hope that yongxiang will not follow my footsteps, although i know he wont, and since he had done well for the past one year in my former post.

of course there were fun, joy and laughter i had during the years in JCRC, not saying 16th and 17th JCRC dun have, but the most of those would be during the term as the 18th JCRC member, especially i got myself 2 'daughters', xueyu and yu chii, whom i dunno why but i think they acknowledged me as their 'dad' cos i really looked like one to them (i look like i'm in 30s after all instead of 20s) and they really looked like kids to me. Sorry but no offence to you two, and especially you two have been great and understanding 'daughters', and sometimes had to bear with your 'dad' nonsenses. the 18th JCRC were really a different batch of people which i really thought at that time not only they could make a difference to the hall but also the kind of working experience that i would have with them, which really gave me the decision of not going for the exchange programme in holland offered by the school, of course there were other reasons. But i really like to thank the 18th JCRC members, although there were some misunderstandings and unbearable times, they had given me such a wonderful time during that term. Of course, thanks should also be given to the 16th and 17th JCRC, for helping me to grow and experiencing what is reality in life.

to 16th JCRC: thanks vincent, tianshun, gavin, adrian, henri, kok siong, jerry, margaret, cindy, yuxin, kenny, ching yan and tzer shiuann.

to 17th JCRC: thanks adrian, gavin, weiming, kevin, robin, stella, eugene, gerald, qiaoling, libing, christine, chee yen, keith, peiying and vic.

to 18th JCRC: thanks robin, eugene, xueyu, kevin, shu jin, poh lin, shing yeong, yu chii, elayne, shu xin, nicole, yi xin, wenchuan, nicholas, fabian and guowen.

and also special thanks to 'friends' of the JCRC (you know who you are) for making my life really different and exciting since term of the 18th JCRC and somehow together, you all elected me as the chair of our supper trip outings, given me the chance to keep in contact with all of you after i graduate. THANKS!!!

After all those experiences and friendships you all had given me, i really feel very gan dong and honored to be part of you all, and really THANKS!!!