Again and worse

finally i have the time to blog.
finally i had a nice and sufficient amount of sleep.

i didn't really sleep much since thursday night as i went outing with my 'wife' again. 1030 pm to 615 am was the time that we spent travelling from ntu to east coast again. of course there were breaks in between. people might think we spent 4 hrs for each journey on average on each journey. however the 'to' trip was longer. especially on the way i actually fell 3 times. i couldn't believe it. tt's been a long time since i fell from 'her'. the first was near the temple opposite clementi ite and i hurt the lower end of my calf with the pedals. the second one was at the bridge behind zouk and i accidentally knock my tummy with the handle bars when i fell. the worst one was when we were passing along the stretch of clubs at clarke quay. everyone was looking at me. caucasians and especially the ladies. embarassed. bruises were on my thighs and hands, with my 'wife' over me. my new head light which i just installed on 'her' the night before was sacrificed. 10 bucks gone and i had to get a new one. what a night! and it was just the 'to' trip and everyone had to wait for me each time i fell. each time people asked me whether i'm alright, it was not the physical pain that I was experiencing i felt hurt about i just didn't feel good mentally. i didn't want my team to worry about me. after all i'm the oldest among them and should have the ability to take care of myself, especially i'm also the most experienced. maybe it was those things that are haunting me again. really want to get away from them. really really. after all it was a record that we came back from east coast to ntu using around 2 hrs of ride. it could have been shorter with the length of breaks we took in between. that was the most wonderful thing that we achieved for the whole night.

after which i had a interview at gul circle at 1030am, so i didn't really sleep before that and went straight for it after the shagged night. coming back from the interview, i only had 2 and a half hrs of sleep before going to chinatown to work with yongxiang as registration booth for a chicken rice eating competition til 9 pm. after which, we went off to have ktv with elayne and co. honestly speaking, i didn't really much of the session because i felt the tiredness from the cycling lying on me. there were occasions that i nearly fell asleep. i have to apologised for my not so enthusiatic behaviour to them. sorry. the session ended at ard 3 am before i went back with a good nice sleep.