Suay Day

What a suay day! Got ban sei for the fifth time in this month. Haiz. Dunno what to say. Went to IPPT. Fell on my strongest item. Shuttle run. Failed 2 stations. Actually 1. Chin up. As usual. Didn bother about the 2.4km run. So went off early. Then almost lost my bag. So had to wait for everyone finished their test before the people could help me check the lockers around. In the end, could have went home at 845am. But had to stay til 11am. Partly also because of the sudden rain, that I fell a bit feverish in the afternoon. Haiz. However, it was that moment that my dad asked me a question this morning before going for IPPT, and I really ponder for a long time. Is it worth it that I care and doing so much for people that people maybe just take me for granted? I really don't wish that is happening on me. And I really hope it won't.