Friday, July 27, 2007

Ups and Downs again...






































Finally I had been through the most important ceremony in my uni life, my convocation, on wednesday. Though I said that, but a ceremony is just a ceremony. It was just made up of a few speeches and me going up to the red carpeted stage and receiving a empty folder as a form of symbolisation that I received my degree certicate. Yes, it was quite boring, when I should be proud and excited during the 2 hrs something ceremony. I thought most of us were sleeping during the ceremony, though I didn't, trying to give my last 2 hours of attention to the speakers in the Nanyang Audi, as a form of gratitude to the education the university had given me. I realised I didn't really take a lot of photos, around 40 plus. Maybe I don't have many friends, maybe there were other photos in my other friends' cameras. I just had to make do with those I have. Anyway it's over. Hope the rest of my hall friends would have theirs soon, and be proud of themselves when that moment comes.

The convocation also signals the ending of my last few moments in hall 5. Therefore I organised a steamboat yesterday and stayed around the premises the last couple of days. Though I told some of them I will be going for the upcoming camp, but I'm actually still deciding whether should I go. What can I do during the camp? It's meant to be for freshies. I will be just following around. The rest of my friends will be busy managing and keeping the game going. Haiz. Anyway, I hoped they had a good time chilling out last night at the steamboat, with all the laughter I heard next door, because I had to wake up early this morning for an interview in Boon Keng. I apologised for the rudeness since I'm the organiser, I had been coming down with a very serious cough for the past 1 month odd, and I could feel my stamina is going down drastically because of it. I'm like a walking zombie everyday and I don't even dare to go to see doctor about it. And also due to money issues. I'm not sure how many of you out there knows about it but yes, this is what I have been going through the last 1 month odd, going to 2, and accompanied with all the job searching going on, and empty replies after those called up interviews. Not trying to ask for anything, but I feel that I'm becoming more temperamental, maybe because of those things. Too many things until I am lazy to write them out. Actually I write those out, people concerned don't even read them. What's the point? Maybe I should not ask for so much. I should get on with life. Let bygones be bygones. 顺其自然...

Suddenly I want to introduce this nice song...to someone...

林俊杰 - 西界
词:林秋离 曲:林俊杰 专辑:西界

阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面

只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你 能多看我一眼

只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手

因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线

在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你 能多看我一眼

因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你 能多看我一眼

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